When I asked you. Why you willing to stay. You said this is hope. I know it is not. is because you love me. There are millions girls all over the world. Why you stay still. Because you see hope in me. No. It is all because love. You love me then you give me chances even how shitty were I. I know. Thats what I believe. This ticket I bought when you were in semi reap. Those days you suddenly disappeared. I was mad. I was worried . mostly. I cried. Then I know how much you meant to me. That time I was thinking why I have to stay still to you. Why I keep insist to hold on you. Because I cannot let you go. I cannot find another one to replace you . The one who actually didnt leave me when I was in hard time. Even you want to leave . you didnt. You stay still. Then I deicided. It doesnt matter whether give or gain. take it for granted or not. When I am free . When I have time. I have to see. cause I afraid. If I cannot catch every chance to see you. next day probably cannot see you again. Always. If you love, no matter how hard it would be. You will fight for it no matter what.