A childhood dream is like the sky clouds, innocent and romantic, carefree and beautiful. Gradually grew up, found that people say hell originally is alive on earth, associated predecessors described corruption and ugly, are actually derived in the secular world. So, we, especially from the lowly, suffer from a variety of mainly from social and institutional hardships and difficulties. So, we dream of many people, especially a childhood dream, also can is a distant dream, like the sky clouds drift, some still some memories, some even recall all very difficult. When I was a child, the glorious revolutionary stories heard revolutionary predecessors, so determined to want to be with for the revolution, revolutionary predecessors in politics for the hall of the people and reasonably do untidier office-mate performance. Then later found that MAO zedong said "power in the barrel of a gun" is truth, for a nation is so, really nothing more than to the individual also reason; Also gradually found the real democracy is not so easy, and sometimes feel for people like us born grassroots, almost no chance of democracy, and the way the timing of high rank, that it is almost impossible also inconceivable, especially in China country where such traditional dictatorship was profound. As a result, in order to have a slight sense of life and life, is to learn to forget a childhood dream that never come to officer. Not in politics, business, the rich can afford a house, open up the car. Later I discovered, however, this also think too simple, actually doing business in China also is not imagination so easy. Try to come down, found that people say "black" is afraid of the underworld but society is how image and vivid, also found that business background and the relationship is also very difficult. Is not this bird bureau visited blackmail, that is the bird department to check for blackmail. Through a few times, though nothing disastrous, but already lose hope. Rich wu wen, this simple truth is we all know. You cannot make a judge, not a buyer, when not a soldier, the rest, it seems can only choose to do the troubled scholars since time immemorial. Alas? Alas! "Shall be in their being are good for something!" Li bai's words to chat can do Q type masturbation. After years of mental suffering, I am forced to helpless to choose to be a scholar, and scholars have to aspire to do. Father is teaching the language, natural language teaching material in the home, also some books such as the composition journals, in my memory, little classics in the home, want to say anything, as if there is a tang dynasty set, a rhyme set, a MAO zedong's poetry. That s no TV, no other entertainment activities, less things of today's computer network can play. These Chinese books may be looking at the sake of more, grew to like literature. Although the elementary school language examination scores in the class often fail, but I still like to watch Chinese book. See more, also often write, occasionally also have better articles by Chinese teachers in public comments and praise. Today, more deeply in love with literature and creation, elegant reading and writing is almost a part of life, way of daily life. In that case, why don't you aspire to do a literature person? ! Character may be determined as a child, perhaps the middle school stage, winter and summer vacation read lu xun's essays morer, critical thinking is the people around, critical spirit is outstanding, seem to have personality, a little thought. Though while reading the book as we age, continuously increased, but the habit of reflection hasn't been over years aging, critical thinking also hasn't been reduced with the hardships of life. Later found that the personality and thinking is my baby growing wealth and an important magic weapon to success. In that case, why don't aspire to be a thoughtful and new thought good thoughts to people? ! In high school, high school met a is said to be retired after school please come back on the old teacher of physics class, the teacher every time is take the university entrance exam questions, small voice, sitting in the back of my class is almost hear gobbledygook, gradually lose curiosity and interest in physics, also gradually lost confidence and passion. In addition, officer subconsciously influenced the dream in my childhood. Then, ambitious to enter oneself for an examination to get into college volunteers chose the political field. Later, and systematically studied law, ethnology and management major, also got the diploma. In the process, learn and accumulated some methods and experience of the academic research, slowly fell in love with humanities and social science research, oneself also naturally became liberal arts professionals. Over time, accustomed to loneliness and lonely, and over time, scientific research has become their life cannot leave the things, was his daily habits of a life. In that case, why don't aspire to be a liberal arts study, life and the joy of the game of scientific research? ! When I was young, mostly influenced by my grandfather, to see feng shui, days, fortune-telling and Chinese don't dislike and curiosity. After learning of ethnology, the national culture and religious culture and with more understanding, combined with the long-term interest of Chinese study, unknowingly have be a national cultural heritage people's thoughts and sense of mission. In that case, why don't aspire to be a social and national excellent culture disseminator and inheritance? ! As is known to all, buddhist yue: "can gv 10 quiet, quiet life wisdom, huineng danger." Tao said: "static can be born, born to hui." Confucianism also thinks "static begets wisdom". All in all, in China, Confucianism, Buddhism, Taoism, and thought in the quiet comfort can grow wisdom, namely: "static begets wisdom", "static to enlightenment", "static can right"; And advocate retreat. Indeed, countless facts have showed that, the quiet so far. Want to grow up well, success, and success, need to pay attention to cultivate one's morality raises a gender, although there are many ways to uniting the but retreat is one of the most ideal way. In that case, why don't aspire to be a gentle and quiet to the science of uniting the man? ! As is known to all, let's China since ancient times, the bureaucratic group and the ruling class all like authoritarian, the common people of fierce and fierce, the scholars have been given special treatment: not to scold, shame is killing, of course, there are preferential treatment individual few of their favorite writers. Qin shi huang burying Confucian has a failure, sighing, the qing dynasty was also still let a person was taken to the wail, the cultural revolution in the last century more fearful. In China, scholars talk easy! Down and out, at any time may face relentless strikes and cruel from political persecution. The literati temperament and personality traits like me, with a spirit of the literary ideas and people, people with literati interest and specialty, even more vulnerable to political crime. In order to better survival and life, in order to more and better works, I feel or want to do a through uniting the literati as well, a different scholars commonly is better. Maybe apolitical, away from the political is the best option. In the past, many scholars in the rest of my life pursuing official career and I hope the bureaucrats' reuse, once had the opportunity to do to Carnegie Hall. But, then again, since ancient times, the vast majority of scholars in the life is very tough, is quite poor, is also a very tortuous, like the great tang dynasty poet du fu, Ming dynasty and qing dynasty famous writer cao xueqin. Maybe I have to be today the bureaucrats' recognition and use of opportunities, but I still don't feel better be reused, independence and freedom; As usual, funded hope that no one else can have way, also can live better. We know that in western countries, some scientists often is entrepreneurs, like Nobel is a typical. I think, in addition to the pursuit of the literati spiritual cause, we should also can attend some economic activities, can also make a bit of their own economic construction, so that can live independently already, again