Came here to Animal Crossing Bells say this also! There is a rainbow at the other side. I'm ten years"sober" now. Obviously you can always have these weird kind of memories of this, and what still often strikes me is how I will eat an Oreo and NOT have a complete collapse! I'm so thankful that my relationship with food has become regular. I like my body and am now in ultra sports... ironically now I don't think, I am the fittest I have ever been and looking great is only a byproduct. You will receive there!! Keep going, buddyYes! Occasionally I get caught by surprise since food just isn't a big deal to me anymore. What I used to obsessively think about every minute of the day isn't even a second thought. Even though there are a couple moments of weakness, I would not trade retrieval for anything in the world. We are all rooting for you OP:)I was in residential care for a eating disorder two years ago for about eight weeks. It totally changed my entire life. If someone told me back then where I would be now, I would have never believed them. I never understood how much I was capable of. Ensure that you stick with your disposition of attention as you step down into lower levels of therapy, you've got this!!I'm so proud of you for being on the path to recovery. I have been working on it to the last eight years along with my excellent therapist and it had been the best choice I ever made. You're likely to buy Animal Crossing Items have bad days, but YOU are worth pushing beyond. You must be so proud of yourself my dear