If you are not 50 years old, please read ahead of time. If you're over 50, please go back. This is a Chinese creative person, the poet's pure spirit monologue, a breath of soul articles. I know that the pace of time will not stop, no matter what it is. Because before I have Virgil, Dante, Shakespeare, pushkin, li shangyin, khalil gibran, Lin yutang, XiMuRong people made to retain its hard, did attempt to intercept it, they don't succeed apartment for rent, I also could not succeed. Time is my treasure, this wealth is given to me free of time. Now, the time to prepare for the give it back, I don't know it for what kind of motivation, I only know that it is fair, because it is like to all, whatever his name is Alexander, napoleon, called Copernicus, Albert Einstein, or called xi shi, li qingzhao. My reason told me that at the time of birthday is going to kiss me, I should not be like young people feel fear, because young people love the bud and early at the beginning of the flower of friendship of bursting and afraid they suddenly die psychological is normal, because young career just laying and afraid of it a sudden collapse of psychological is normal, if I do, that I experienced wind and rain vicissitudes of life is made in vain. If you think of 50 as the end of one life, and the beginning of another, then what is it that wrinkles, grey hair, some inspirit, sickness, and tiredness? Compared to those in red supported edge comrades, compared to those who have died of primary and secondary school students, compared Shelley and lei feng died young, compared with the early fall of the pop superstar Teresa teng, time for my attention is to be loved. Had spent more than 18000 days and nights I, I said, I will say to the invincible time, war with you and I, although is a ended only with my destruction of war is not over, will fight a lot in the spring and autumn; I want to said to of time Sage 300 ERP, I will lose won't give up, because my ancestors like su dongpo left a immortal poem for the Yangtze river, I also want to leave a little something like that. In order to realize this extraordinary dream, I must make efforts to adjust the psychological state of teenagers. At that time, thought childish like put on for the first time the young pioneers of the scarf, ideal pure four word can include all, there is no habit, without the burden of performance, there is no love from the struggle, there are no complicated interpersonal relationship entanglements, no background.they applause and flowers, only in this way, I didn't have enough energy and time again to thrash it out. Specifically, I want to say goodbye to the many things, that in addition to say goodbye to the old, old already, some have very lovely things, some still have charm, some seemed to blend into the life with me, I be to them one by one another, more than 40 years old, the ten long years SiGu mood, nostalgia Chang Rushan city fog affects my life, but now, I also want to xu zhimo general wave sleeve to it. I will say goodbye to too loose, free living custom, I will say goodbye to follow one's inclinations wine school, traction way of writing by passion and impulse, I will say goodbye to some who bring me wealth and praise words and deeds and words, I will say goodbye to a lot of popular in the last century's theory of literature, music, art, and, I will say goodbye to those who need to say goodbye to belongs to the people and things of fault zone, yes, I will shake off all the I to the new target straight to seven of eight in disorder. At the moment, with tears in my eyes, this kind of farewell comes at a price, because time itself is a whole, a genius and a great man also will not be easy to split it, a historic great man in Chinese dynasties, failed to fully out of the shadow of tragedy, the most typical but to prove it. As a new generation of Chinese professional artist, as a kind of never appeared in the history of Chinese professional race, I have the responsibility to break through the Chinese - the certain historical destiny of the Chinese nation. Behind with autumn frost, however, my heart also has numerous fresh consciousness of pregnancy in time of comfort, the scene is like nanshan scenery in January, while the cold wind and rain are still continue to float, although occasionally sunshine also with bursts of cold, but had to succumb to lonely camellia hurried out of the bright red, already had the banpo wild flowers can't wait to be seen strange aromatic twigs, and steep trails, also existing MuLian excitement joy of spring footsteps resounds.